Some people just never learn. Sometimes the same trick works twice. usually it doesn't and the pain that comes with the tricks have some what been a tickle. You don't screw me on the deal that many times and get away with it. Sometimes, you will get screwed too.

Haiz. After sharing a conversation with someone, I'm quite sad that a certain someone, Y, actually feels that way. Haiz... Life's tough, shit happens. Sometimes when shit happens, you take it in ur stride and deal with it.

I quote a saying from one of my friends MSN nick: "Although I know that life won't go that smoothly, but the amount of crap that I've to deal with is f***ing ridiculous!"

Deep down everybody, we all have to face it! It's our dirty little secrets and the skeletons we try so hard to hide in our closets will one day come out and haunt us.

If I'd known you would feel that way,
If I'd known you would react that way,
then I wish with every bit of myself,
that you will truly see the light.

What a shame. Every time you feel that you are ready to move on from a situation, you just get stuck in another pile of mud and it hinders your movement. "Every moment looking back at what ifs, hinders us from moving forward." - Hillary Clinton.

The time spent to foster and strengthen this relationship feels like it was wasted. Feels like a bad investment. Feels like you just got screwed over and over but you only just realized. Your ability to masquerade only just dawned upon me. I feel like a complete idiot. RAWR!!!

The time spent cannot be accounted for. It's just a failed investment. A very bad investment. This is the way you feel then I'm sorry. You can weasel your way out there but up here its a battlefield. It's only for the fittest and the strongest and those that scheme well. You can hide under that great shelter provided down there for you.

You may not know the style here. The lifestyle, the way the game is played. You will however, have to learn it eventually. This card game is different like every card game. This one requires skill, scheme and friendship and most importantly TRUST!

You have skill, no doubt. You scheme but no one knows, good job. You have friends, kudos. However, you lack trust. That very key ingredient which can turn the game on you instantly. ARGH!

When life seems calm and gentle and perfect, you have to appear and screw this whole thing up. RAWR! Why?!?!? I don't really want to know. I hope one day, you will see the light.

I seriously hope you would change that mind-set.

*for those who don't get it, don't bother. for those who do, keep it to YOURSELF!