i'm so drained. mentally and physically. i guess sleeping late doesn't help... lessons are getting more and more boring as the content keeps heaping higher and higher. well today my eng mech teacher cancelled class cause she was sick. so i decided to use that free period to complete the eecad.

somehow i feel i lost a part of myself somewhere along the way. i dun feel that completeness or that sense of achievement when i do things. i don't know why also. argh... then during eecad we did a trial test. the teacher bastard me again...

me: " eh cher today test got mark anot."
tcr: " dont have."
me: "can go earlier anot? after the test."
tcr: " go now even better. -.-"

alot of things just took place. my life is in a mess right now. i have to slowly sort out the details. okay maybe not slowly but you get the drift. haiz... im slowly picking up the pieces and sorting them back into that big puzzle.

i really hate you Satan! will u just get the hell out of my life and stay in hell! stop ruining my life. T.T... i seriously hate you!