Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 7:10 PM
you BITCH!
Somehow when we are together we just talk about anything and everything under the damn sun. We chill, booze and slack and chill booze and slack... GAH!!!

No doubt the importance of friends and friendships but sometimes, its this kinda things which cause rifts or bring people closer together. Prolly we may have a clash of ideology and stuff and we may bitch about each other but we're cool like that eh? Maybe I'm wrong again... =(

It sucks that it's you always... Everytime when the last piece of the puzzle is gonna be set, the whole puzzle just flips and everything is all messed up...

Friends are no doubt important... My Sec School friends were important. I'm glad we still keep in touch... Just had a game of soccer with them recently... Haha glad to have them. We just chilled and crapped and let loose. NO HOLDS BARRED! Felt so damn good.

My Poly friends are just great lar. We are quite bonded le lar. Sleep in class together. Talk cock together. Eat together... Lol... Like big family sial.. lol

Then church friends.. Lol... I dunno what to say lar... Im caught between the devil(EXCELLENT) and the deep blue sea (FANTASTIC)... What ever floats your boat lar... Excellent or fantastic... both also can...Fantaxcellent.... LOL....

K I got the urge to gif shout-outs to my closer church friends:

TIM LOE:
Although I only got to know you like last year... lol... you offer alot of GOOD advice... Like advisor XD... Haha... Paiseh lar TIM... LOL... Although I pang-seh you because of the rain... Haha... You've been MAGNANIMOUS... HAPPY =) Good friend... xDXD I'll try my best NOT to pang seh you okay XD...

RYAN:
Lol...I dunno lar... You are like always there. Lol.. You're just there... Lol... Listening to whatever crap I'm talking (hopefully arh XD)... Haha...You're like the helping hand... The good Samaritan that offers the helping hand in timely need.

SC, SK, SAN:
Lol... Just like ryan and tim... i only got to know you all better like last year. haha... lol... san is like... the emo one... lol... everytime keeping to yourself lagging about behind the "crowd"... Lol... but u're cool liike tt eh... everyone's cool in their own way...

SK is just i dun noe wad to say lar... lol... haha you're just there making random noises and making those random comments. lol... like i said you're like cool being weird i dun noe why... hahaha....

SC is just like brother like that lar... macham guy like that... lol... can talk and chill and just talk about anything under the sun... lol... haha...

Caritas:
Lol... JIA YOUS FOR O LEVEL XD... Haha.... you're like my other listening ear... Lol... Can just talk but then u damn stress with your o level... haha...

Hui Xian:
Haha... Don't really know what to say about you... Don't really hangout with you... lol... you're either there or not there in church... lol... haha

Joshua Lim:
Lol... You were there when I was "ex-communicated" by THEM... lol... THEM LAR... dun ask quesitons lar those reading... ITS THEM!!! lol... We were quite close for sometime... Then it sorta like tension tension then now its like hanging on a string or something... lol...

Wang En Zhao:
Lol... Haha got to know you more personally. Can talk. Can crap. Lol... Haha you're like the not active one but damn active lar. sometimes talk to you macham tension sial... but then its cool eh XD... through talking to you for like the past few months i think i noe you better lar... haha... like brother sial... lol... haha...

The weird birthday present gang - Joshua Chia - En Zhao... -(minus):
Lol... haha dunno why i also inside lar... lol... im like roped in... in alot of birthday present gang lor... lol... but then sometimes the ideas for gifts like weird sial... lol... haha but then we're cool like that so... i dun gif a crap what other people think... lol...

Zechy-Zai:
Lol... haha.... you're like the chill kid lar.... You're like alright with anything and you can chill with all kinds of people... haha but the sad thing is u're in canada soon... T.T... lol... haha... but we still have msn yea...

The best for the last eh:

Joshua Chia:
Lol... Mags branded me bimbo cause you're my bff... lol... haha... nvm... haha brother, friend, crapper... like 3-in-1 coffee like that sia... lol... haha... come to think of it... how did this friendship start off... lol... i also forgot le... haha... lol... oh wait i remember... haha when you added me on msn.... hmmm....hahaha... lol... then we just crap talk... lol.... hee hee.... we're cool this way eh... haha... all you jealous people out there go get a life and get a bff... haha... lol... haha...

but then... you're like mugging your way through this time cause of A... haha see i therefore prove once again exams are not only bad for health... bad for friendship, brother-ship.... lol...



damn shiok... say so much le... now back to the main point... sometimes having too many close/good friends may not be that good...

I think part of this songs says alot....

Rascal Flatts - What hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken